Life and the SHIT around it.

I’m so sick of my friends it maybe selfish but all they do is think of themselves or talk about there life. I can’t even get a how are you out of most of them and I’m sick of it. You know what happened today…I got online and Ben IMed me to talk then he tells me he has a date with my “best friend” then she goes and asks me if I like him! Well you know what if you listened to me at all she would have known I liked him. Maybe I wasn’t ready to make a jump and date him but I liked him and he knew it, she knew it and now they’re going skinny dipping and having a freakin date! Why can’t I have something in my life that nobody can take away from me! 

Why because she wants to have sex does she think she can just go and jump on the first guy that comes along? She knew I liked him and still all this high school shit has to start again. She knew how I felt and if she didn’t its only b/c she wasn’t listening to me b/c I sure as hell told her enough times. Why does this always happen? Either some friend is lying to me or supposable lying to me or some friend is arranging a date with the guy I like so they can have sex because that’s all she wants, all she wants is sex, all she thinks about is herself and getting laid. And you know she even has a guy that likes her and is “dating” her or so she says. 

When people grow up and leave my life the hell alone and don’t take things away from me just b/c they’re horny and wanna get laid please god wake me but for now nobody is gonna hear from me. 

I need a vacation… 

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