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Long time no write…

February 3, 2008 by beagle029.

I know I haven’t posted anything in a while; I haven’t really got a lot to say. There isn’t anything exciting going on right now. I just started a new job and I’m going to school now. I am enjoying school; I’m taking 5 classes, English, Math, Humanities, Intro to business, and a computer class. It’s only a beginning class so it should be pretty easy (hopefully) but I thought I should at least start somewhere.

I haven’t really had much time for a social life, or to write. I’ve written a little someone thing nothing huge.

Christmas and the New Year was good. I didn’t hear from Michael at all I haven’t actually heard from him in months. I wouldn’t even know he’s alive or dead. It doesn’t really matter he’s thousands of miles away and I honestly don’t need him.

I should be going to bed…I was up very early this morning.

I’ll write again soon.  

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Just another day in Paradise

May 25, 2007 by beagle029.

I must say I feel a lot better after my last entry. I still haven’t talked to Nancy and I don’t really intend on talking to her or Ben for quite some time. However Mels wedding is coming up very fast so I’m not sure what I’m gonna do about that. What with Dylan, Abby and Nancy it’s gonna be an amazing day!! *Input sarcasm here* 

Anyway Life is pretty good right now I’m keeping myself busy with the SCRC Newsletter and organizing the Charity BBQ so I have a lot to do I guess. 

I saw Liz on Thursday; we went to lunch and then rented a movie from Wal-Mart so that was a good day. Mum and I have been doing a lot of baking for the farmers market coming up soon. 

Nothing else really going on…my head hurts and I think I’m getting sick, either that or lack of sleep. I’m going with lack of sleep for now.

Still in need of a Vacation…please

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Life and the SHIT around it.

May 23, 2007 by beagle029.

I’m so sick of my friends it maybe selfish but all they do is think of themselves or talk about there life. I can’t even get a how are you out of most of them and I’m sick of it. You know what happened today…I got online and Ben IMed me to talk then he tells me he has a date with my “best friend” then she goes and asks me if I like him! Well you know what if you listened to me at all she would have known I liked him. Maybe I wasn’t ready to make a jump and date him but I liked him and he knew it, she knew it and now they’re going skinny dipping and having a freakin date! Why can’t I have something in my life that nobody can take away from me! 

Why because she wants to have sex does she think she can just go and jump on the first guy that comes along? She knew I liked him and still all this high school shit has to start again. She knew how I felt and if she didn’t its only b/c she wasn’t listening to me b/c I sure as hell told her enough times. Why does this always happen? Either some friend is lying to me or supposable lying to me or some friend is arranging a date with the guy I like so they can have sex because that’s all she wants, all she wants is sex, all she thinks about is herself and getting laid. And you know she even has a guy that likes her and is “dating” her or so she says. 

 

When people grow up and leave my life the hell alone and don’t take things away from me just b/c they’re horny and wanna get laid please god wake me but for now nobody is gonna hear from me. 

 

I need a vacation… 

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Our Day At The Zoo

May 21, 2007 by beagle029.

To see all the pics go to http://picasaweb.google.com/2good2b4gotten029

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today at the movies

March 24, 2007 by beagle029.

Today I realized I’ve lost over ½ of my friends due to something they had nothing to do with. Today I saw Abby; I haven’t seen Abby in an extremely long time. Here’s how it went down.
Erica asked if I wanted to go see a movie, I said yes and we went to see Wild Hogs (very good movie by the way) anyway I was just arriving when my phone rang, it was Erica! I told her I was just parking and she came outside to meet me. As we were walking to the movie theater she said “guess who’s here” I expected her to say it was Dylan it wasn’t it was Abby. She gave me a few very nasty looks and went on her way. After getting to our seats I said to Erica I couldn’t believe we’d just seen Abby. Then she told me that she wasn’t really happy about it, before I got to the movie theater Erica and Abby were talking the what are you going to see who are you meeting. When Erica said laura Abby said “fuck laura” so Erica got a little upset and told her that she shouldn’t say things like that Abby says again “fuck laura” Erica got a little more upset and yelled at her and walked out.
I guess I know where I stand now though, what’s the point in having a friend like that. I just can’t believe all of this has happened, Dylan, Abby and I used to be best friends and now they hate me. Oh well…I guess life goes on and I don’t need them right??
 

 DIXIE CHICKS LYRICS

Not Ready To Make Nice

Forgive, sounds good
Forget, I’m not sure I could
They say time heals everything
But I’m still waiting

I’m through with doubt
There’s nothing left for me to figure out
I’ve paid a price
And I’ll keep paying

I’m not ready to make nice
I’m not ready to back down
I’m still mad as hell and
I don’t have time to go round and round and round
It’s too late to make it right
I probably wouldn’t if I could
‘Cause I’m mad as hell
Can’t bring myself to do what it is you think I should

I know you said
Can’t you just get over it
It turned my whole world around
And I kind of like it

I made my bed and I sleep like a baby
With no regrets and I don’t mind sayin’
It’s a sad sad story when a mother will teach her
Daughter that she ought to hate a perfect stranger
And how in the world can the words that I said
Send somebody so over the edge
That they’d write me a letter
Sayin’ that I better shut up and sing
Or my life will be over

I’m not ready to make nice
I’m not ready to back down
I’m still mad as hell and
I don’t have time to go round and round and round
It’s too late to make it right
I probably wouldn’t if I could
‘Cause I’m mad as hell
Can’t bring myself to do what it is you think I should

I’m not ready to make nice
I’m not ready to back down
I’m still mad as hell and
I don’t have time to go round and round and round
It’s too late to make it right
I probably wouldn’t if I could
‘Cause I’m mad as hell
Can’t bring myself to do what it is you think I should

Forgive, sounds good
Forget, I’m not sure I could
They say time heals everything
But I’m still waiting

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